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Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)"
Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.
i love my boyfriend, its so hard without him =/
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[08 Aug 2005|09:40am] |
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before anything ... big happy birthday to my sister mandy -- just turned 18 [woot woot]
its been a really long time since ive updated. things are 50 / 50 right now i guess you could say. things with friends are shaky, not liking that too much .. but i guess its high school and these situations are bound to come up, it just sucks in general. somethings pass, somethings dont i guess we will have to see what happens. - the other 50 is great. =] pat and i are wonderful, hes so much more than what ive ever wanted or exected. i love hm' what can i say? ;; parents = big drags sometimes .. i guess youll have that. wow, i cant believe that summer is almost over ... like in a month we go back to school, kinda scary. [5 week[ish] till pat leaves for OSU] bittersweet. thats about it .. kinda short but what else can i say, its me.
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[02 Jul 2005|07:47pm] |
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the last entry had pictures too -- but i wanted to put a few more on [comments = love]
( girls will be girls )
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[02 Jul 2005|07:15pm] |
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miss me? wow vacation was amazing -- although the food was horrible and i missed everyone soo much, it was amazing. the weather was great -- i got the best tan and i even got my hair braided =P and when i got home i got the best surprise [dan and pat were waiting for us at the airport with flowers .. i gotta love those guys] last night me mandy jessi pat dan and pat.c. went to the drive in movie -- awesome .. didnt get home till 2 am [it was amazing, but i fell asleep during the second movie] i have the best boyfriend ever =]
<3 stephy 'hun'
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[23 Jun 2005|09:20pm] |
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emily i love you soo much your the best! big credit to emily for doing this layout - which i love! thanks soo much!
<3 stephy 'hun'
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[23 Jun 2005|02:48pm] |
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wow its been a while =] so busy so busy. welp ive had a great summer so far ive even gone on a road trip to oil creek state park wiht patrick .. good time. humm what else ... oh im leaving sat. morning at like 330 am to go to dominican republic to la romana for 5 days! woot woot soo excited! gonna miss everyone
so tonight im going to the gym wiht deana to go work out before i leave ... then im going to katie's recital -- good luck babe! and good luck to alyssa [happy birthday too]
short i know but hey? hehe miss me much!
<3 stephy 'hun'
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[13 Jun 2005|02:59pm] |
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Have you ever...
Played spin the bottle
Toliet-papered someone's house
Played poker with money
Gone swimming in a white T-Shirt
Been tickled so hard you couldn't talk
Liked someone but never told them
Went camping
Had a crush on your brother's friend
Walked in the rain with no umbrella
Told a joke that nobody thought was funny
Been in a talent show
Starting laughing for no reason at a bad time
Worn something your mom didn't approve of
Been to a nude beach
Smoked a cig
Smoked pot
Drank Smirnoff Ice
Drank Jack Daniels
Cursed in a church
Had sex in a hot tub
Wanted to be a chef
Been called a slut for kissing someone
Burnt yourself with a curling iron/straightener
Wanted to be a police officer
Dumped someone
Been hit on by someone too old
Wanted to be a model
Bought lottery tickets - even though im not 18 =]
Made out in a car
Cried during a movie
Wanted something you couldn't have
Had sex on the beach
Had the drink, sex on the beach
Seen someone shoplift
Hung up on someone
Yelled at your pet
Bought a thong when the cashier was a guy
Tried to strip when drunk
Gotten seasick
Had a stalker
Played a prank on someone that had them really scared
Been embarrassed by your family
Felt bad about eating meat
Protested something
Been to an Island
Been In Love - if you call it love
Ate just because you were bored
Looked at something everyone thought was ugly &said aww!
Screamed in a library
Made out with a stranger
Wished a part of you was different
Asked a guy to dance
Been asked out by a really hot guy
Laughed so hard you cried
Went up to a complete stranger and started talking
Been sunburned
Kicked a guy in the nuts for being a perv
Threw up in school
Received an anonymous love letter
Had to wear something you hated
Been to a luau
Had a really bad haircut
Saw your ex and wanted to kick his ass
Cursed infront of your parents
Been on a commercial on TV
Watched a movie that made you miss your ex
Been out of your country
Been honked at by some guy when you were walking down the sidewalk
Won at pool
Went to a party where you were the only sober one
Went on a diet
Been lost out to sea
Been told an extremely stupid line
Played truth-or-dare
Been dared to make out w/ someone of the same sex
Cheated on your boyfriend
Tanned topless- will be on vacation ;)
Been attacked by seagulls
Been searched at an airport
Been pants-ed
Thrown a shoe at someone
Broke someone's heart
Sung in the shower
Bought something way too expensive
Done something really stupid that you still laugh about
Been walked in on when you were dressing
Ran out of a movie theater cause you were too scared of the movie
Been kicked out of a mall
Been mean to someone then instantly wanted to take it back
Been given a detention on the worst day that you could get one
Done something stupid when you were drunk
Fell off your roof
Pretended you were scared so you could cuddle up to someone
Had a deer jump in front of your car
Threatened someone with a watergun & was dead serious
Can you...
Unwrap a starbust with your tongue
Sing
Open your eyes underwater
Eat whatever you want and not have to worry
Iceskate
Sing infront of a crowd
Whistle
Be a bitch sometimes - always =]
Do 30 pull ups
Walk in really high heels
Eat super spicy foods
Attract a lot of boys ? maybe
Skateboard
Sleep with lights on
Multitask
Touch your nose with your tounge
Fall asleep easily in a car
Do the cottoneyed joe
Play DDR and not fail- thanks to lex
Surf
Fit in your locker
Taste the difference between coke and pepsi
Do a split =]
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[11 Jun 2005|06:02pm] |
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well its the official first day of summer! [lets make it a good one, kay?] anyways today has been pretty horrible so far but whatever. yesterday was way better =]
yesterdays activities;
deana and i walked with devlin devin and matt to angenetta's for some food to celebrate passing all of our classes without a scratch ;] then deana and i walked to my house and met up with katie on the way there and we attempted to lay out but there was no sun =/ humph. so what did we do ... well it started raining, raining hard so us being us decided to go dance in the rain. [it wasnt like we didnt have our bathingsuits on already] it was the best time. we ordered pizza and pigged out. pat called. then katie left to go to the stomping grounds ... deana and i started to watch moulin rouge [what a crazi movie] then pat came over like half way through then deana left at like 1130 and i got to see her mommy's dress [i have to say -- haha] then pat left a little later =] good night ill tell you
this morning i woke up and my back has been killing me but its getting better .. i hope. mommy and jack[y] went to work today =/ its upsetting that they have to work on the weekend but hey?¿
<3 stephy 'hun'
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[27 May 2005|09:46pm] |
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Hey there,
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.
Where you are and how you feel.
With these lights off as these wheels
keep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)
Slow things down or speed them up.
Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)
How are you when I'm gone?
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
My final breath is gone (So I can fall asleep tonight)
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
[love me ]
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[24 May 2005|04:40pm] |
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humm soo much to talk about right? not really. =P - - > school is almost over which is good and bad im gonna miss my freshman year, ive had the best time ever this year and its almost over =/ kinda sad? yah i know, im a sap. wow i was in the best mood to update cuz deana did but i cant think of a damn thing to talk about .... >:( upsetting i know. well okay lets talk about what ive learned this year :
1. yes its true the one person that wasnt supposed to let you down, defently will
2. peopel are put into your life for certain reasons so while they are there, make the best of it
3. college does change people but youll always have the best memories of the past years to hold onto
4. l o v e sucks, if you can call it love
5. school may suck alot but you make the best memories there
6. you really do find out who your true friends are, keep them close
7. drama sucks and is completely stupid
8. teachers do know what they are talking about, find a good one to trust and your set
9. do your homework -- play and have fun ... its worth it in the end
10. find someone who wants you for you, and nothing else -- and let yourself be happy, its your life live it how you want to and dont regret the time you have with that person when they leave </3
thats about it guys =] ---> thanks deana!
<3 'hun' stephy -- not so broken hearted =] anyone will tell you. when u come up in any conversation,no matter what its nature,my eyes *sparkle* & my smile shines
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[17 May 2005|04:03pm] |
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wow im glad that i dont react to things as quickly as i used to. =]
yeserday was just a slow day i mean it was a monday what did you expect? but just everything was so different and i dont like different. i have my little bubble and i love it. ive been soo happy for so long and i really realized yesterday that it coudl all just go away really quick. but im glad that everything turned out okay and i didnt freak.
today was well tuesday lol -- no drama thank god. tonight is KO and idk if im going, pat is working and tess lex are going and katie is going but idk katie might still be sick [hope she gets better] .. i guess we will see -- today was that much better then yesterday and im just happy again -- i really love this feeling, its so addicting sometimes.
</3 'hun' stephy
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[10 May 2005|07:10pm] |
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where do i begin???
tuesday [last tuesday] : KO was soo much fun --> me lex tess pat and adam ... it was a great time and all the guys from canfield did great =] even though i was 10 min late comming home it was still worth it =P
skipping a bunch of pointless days ....
friday: was supposed to go to alex's wiht lex and katie but that didnt work out how i planned =/ then pat called when he got off work or whatever and i coudlnt hang out with him either, but he told me to call him early the next morning to hang out so i did ...
saturday: woke up took a shower ate called pat at like 830 and he didnt answer so i called back at like 945 ... then he came and got me at like 1015 or something? then we went to get his hair cut, went to the harware store for yellow lights lol, and finally went to go get mothers day cards for his mom and grandmothers =] cute? i know. then we went back to his house for a bit and around four he dropped me off at home .. good day good day =]
sunday: mothers day! went to breakfast then layed out practically all day .. lazy i know ... umm went to dads to see talva then came home for the most amazing steaks ive ever had! loved it .... that was about it
monday: woke up and didnt want to but hey what can you do? went to school and well all i can say is it was a monday lol
tuesday [today]: today was like the worst day at school --> too much drama but kate got me through it all =] gotta love her ... pat brought me home again duh?¿ then i sat at home and i wanted to go to KO again sooo bad but my uncle is in the hos. so i need to stay close to home =/ so pat came to visit before he went and picked up dan from wrestling free style =P interesting, good luck to all the guys tonight!
i know that was long but hey i missed like a hole week of updating =P
</3 'hun' stephy
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[03 May 2005|04:43pm] |
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today wasnt bad -- although i shoudl be practicing my speech, humph im not. im actually awaiting my mommy to call me back or get home so that i can find out if i can go to the KO boxing thing tonight wiht lex tess and pat =] ... anyways today was great, wore my new outfit thanks to lex and tess whom bought it for me for my bday -- it looks hot wiht the hoochie heels i wore lol its okay ... so yah. math im sooo excited! i have a 98 A --> now that an accomplishment for mr madison's calss. i was proud of myself. what else ... ummm idk oh today was adma's bday and tess made the cutest shirt ever! <3 they are too cute. katie was having a bad day [babe i love you, youll be fine ... smile a bit and youll be okay--> rainbows always follow the rain <3] that was about it i guess. ill update later on KO =]
</3 'hun' stephy
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| my wonderful weekend .... =] |
[01 May 2005|08:35pm] |
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friday: went to dinner wiht my dad and my aunt and my step mom - wonderful eh? got presents loved um' soo much =] then went home and had lex come over and she and tess came over and we watch in a new york minute - cutest movie i tell yah' =] much drama taht night but hey i dont want to tlak about it.
saturday: didnt really do anthing all day then i went to katies for the night at like 430 -500 [in between this time pat called me? lol] great great night wiht katie lex and alex .. wow did i miss kaite but we caught up on all the details and stuff ... gotta love her =] a couple hits in the face for alex from me lol .... and well that was the best girls night yet - although my sister didnt come through >=/
sunday [today]: went to the mall wiht lex and tess =] it was the best time .. i was soo happy to go out and shop [thanks guys for getting my bday presnts!] so was at the mall from 1-4 then i left and when i did i guess pat was at the mall ... lol but he had called my house so i called him back and he was just leaving and invted me to go to BW3's wiht him so i did and it was fun a hell =] gothic people watching wrestling on paperview is great lol
so my weekend was great! =] loved it soo much ....
</3 'hun' stephy
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[29 Apr 2005|03:15pm] |
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id have to say that my 15th birthday was great [for you that dont know it was yesterday the 28th] anyways .... lex and katie and tess and everyone wrote me cards and in katies case she typed a hole story but it was beautiful i almost cried ... sams was a tear jerker and well lex's was dead on. they wrapped my locker and put my baby picture on it =/ but its okay i was a cutie wiht blonde blonde hair .... so i went to dinner wiht the fam. then came home for cake and waht not ... lex came over to watch taking lives and i had pat come over wiht dave [it was dave's 18th bday too i love that day.] then they left around 10 ish .... but my bday was great =] ... today i have to go out to dinner wiht the daddy and aunt patti and talva .... interesting. after that probably a girls night in and then sat. ohh man its gonna be a great night, im telling you now. ---> today was another friday, pat left 2nd block or somethign idk ... he left for OSU for sibs. weekend or whatever. so i guess hes skippin out on my bday weeked ... should be interesting. so dan brought me home hes a funny kid and wow i love and hate his car at the same time lol --> now im just waiting till 5 rolls around to go out to dinner then come home for a girls night wiht the ladies =] gotta love um'
</3 'hun' stephy
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[26 Apr 2005|03:51pm] |
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2 m0re days ... =] exciting? i know. headaches suck majorly. what do you do when what you want is right infront of you, but go to reach for it and you get scared? - - - > it all boils down to me.
</3 'hun' stephy
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today went well, midterm tomorrow for math yuck. and well thats about it. umm lets see pat brought lex and i home and then we talked about jackets and welll thats where it all started ..... blah blah fill in the blank. anyways went to creekside with lex, swam and 'worked - out' =P went to BK to get something to eat [smart eh?] and waited for her mom. mrs hamilton picked us up took us to 'jock-stop' ordered our jackets went to linens-n-things and saw the cutest bed spread ever! i think im in love with it =] te he he ... came home and helped my parents replace the oven [ours 'went' even though i didnt know they could 'go'] that was about it ... lex and i are talking on the phone about the most rediculous things wow i gotta love this girl =] welp 3 more days! so f-ing excited!
</3 'hun' stephy
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i want to say happy 15th bday to juli! baby i miss you i hope you have a good one - 4 days lol
this weekend has been kinda crappy kinda good - ive gotten grounded like 2 times, why i coudlnt tell you. im gonna make up for it next weekend [my birthday weekend] wiht my girls its gonna be great! [lexi lou and katie too] =]
</3 "hun" stephy
ps-im not a slut, nor do i try to make myself seem like one. just keep the mouth shut and all this drama wont start ... again.
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[23 Apr 2005|02:27pm] |
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best feelings come in time =] exactly 5 days till my bday cant wait =]
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